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forget or at least repress these thoughts the lingering truths from which I find no solace take from this the ideological cries of an amniotic mind
falsity of familiarity this deception this popularity
To say I've earned such fortune is laughable because there is no fortune yet here I am
and yet this nagging thought of worthlessness bares no reply searching for a hint of truth understanding for I fear if I find no answers I will drown amongst these thoughts of life these emotions the only outlet  


Lust Rots, Caged WingsWhat if he came for you And made you feel passion And raped your emotions In a whole new fashionLust Rots, Caged Wings
If hands that caress you Held you free in their grasp And gave you new vision Like a dazzling mask
Feathers are rotting Skeletal wings like a cage Your love and his lust Its a double-sided blade
When you die in his arms Mid sick fantasies I hope you remember How this is such a disease


A Knot That Binds by GuiltA Knot That Binds by GuiltA Knot That Binds by Guilt
a knot. tied so tight you that can't even breathe. it squeezes the life from your lungs. thoughts race through your mind.
'i shouldn't have done that' 'i should have waited' 'it wasn't right' 'i fucked up'
your vocal chords are raw from apologies. you realize there's nothing you can do. there'll always be that damned knot. tying the two of you together.
so take the knot and use it! hang from your mistakes.


Imprints...Its funny how everyone you meet has some impact on your life wether it be good or bad... If you hadn't of met that one person would the effect and outcome of your life be different? No one really knows for sure.Imprints...
Now, dont take this all wrong I would not change one part of my life, ok maybe a couple things, but things that would really have no impact on where I am today.
I know that there are people who I wish I could have met and also people that I wish I never met... Funny how that works.
I'm glad that I have gotten the opportunity to meet the people that I have
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"I'm pissing into the wind
I got a face full of it, lick my lips and do it again
My claim to fame is I've got no shame
A corpse is a corpse of course
I've got a handful of nails and a crucifix
Just in case that I get bored"
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"I'm pissing into the wind
I got a face full of it, lick my lips and do it again
My claim to fame is I've got no shame
A corpse is a corpse of course
I've got a handful of nails and a crucifix
Just in case that I get bored"
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